Stories from the Spectrum: Julie Sharp

Our report into the impact of coronavirus found that 9 in 10 autistic people worried about their mental health during the pandemic. We’re asking the Chancellor to make sure there is funding for mental health services – join us by signing our open letter here.

With this in mind, we caught up with autistic campaigner and fundraiser, Julie Sharp. Julie also has a diagnosis of Triple X syndrome, which puts her in a high-risk category. She spoke to us about her diagnoses, how coronavirus has impacted her, and why more needs to be done to support autistic people and those with disabilities during this uncertain time. 

When were you diagnosed as autistic and what made you seek a diagnosis?

I was diagnosed as autistic in June 2018. I was seeing a speech and language therapist and she asked if I would like to be put forward for an autism diagnosis. I said ok. I had seen numerous speech and language therapists over the years. Each of them had often asked if I had a diagnosis of autism and I had always said no. I did not think for one minute that I would be autistic. It came as a huge shock. None of my family were expecting it either.

What is being autistic like for you? 

I feel I live in a world that doesn’t understand me. I feel that when I speak it is not interpreted in the way I intended it. I feel I have a lot to give but not much opportunity to give it. I have discovered that when you get an autism diagnosis, people often just focus on this, and behave as though all your past diagnoses magically disappear. 

In 2008 I had a pneumothorax (a collapsed lung), which meant that my asthma became worse. I also have an extra chromosome in every cell. This condition is called Triple X syndrome.  As a result, my muscles seem to be weaker and I have a hard job walking. I use a walking frame to get from my bed to the toilet. I use a wheelchair to go further distances such as from my bed to the kitchen. I hope my wheelchair is only temporary but I have had it since 2008, so it is a very long ‘temporary’. 

I have had my wheelchair longer then I’ve had my autism diagnosis. I do not think my wheelchair and I will ever get on, partly because I am autistic. To me, chairs should not move. I do not like the dentist chair, office chair or a wheelchair. Every day I strive to rehabilitate back to being able to walk everywhere. I’m not there yet, but I’m aiming for 100 steps in a day. 

How are you coping with the current coronavirus restrictions? 

In April I was put in the clinically extremely vulnerable group. I kind of liked it because no one came to my house. I didn’t really notice that the world was shut. However, what I did notice was my social care support stopped. This wasn’t too problematic at the time but became more problematic as the world began to open again. As the world opened, I had no support to go out in the community, so I haven’t gone out in the community. I have remained in lockdown for some six months now.