Celebrating Pride Month with...Madge Woollard

To celebrate Pride Month in the UK, we’re interviewing autistic members of the LGBTQ+ community.

Next, we meet Madge Woollard, an autistic pianist. Her wife, Jo, is also autistic. Madge chats to us about her autism diagnosis, navigating LGBTQ+ spaces as an autistic person, and stepping up to the plate to bake a Pride-themed cake! You can admire Madge's creation below. 

When were you diagnosed as autistic and what made you seek a diagnosis?

I was diagnosed in 2016 at the age of 44, so pretty late. My wife suggested that I might be autistic, and my nephew was diagnosed around the same time, when he was eight-years-old. I suspect I have several family members who could be autistic as well, but are not diagnosed.

What is being autistic like for you?

Well, it’s normal for me because it’s all I’ve ever known! It was harder when I was a child. For a long time, I didn’t really have any friends. It was only when I was in my 20s that I started to make friends. I could’ve done with some help at school with my social skills. Autism wasn’t really ‘a thing’ at that time, apart from those who had very high support needs or co-occurring conditions. I was doing alright academically, so nobody really saw that I was struggling socially or that I didn’t have any friends. A lot of schools didn’t seem too bothered about that sort of thing in the 1980s.

In school, I didn’t feel I was similar to my peer group at all. The things they were interested in just didn’t interest me. I just wanted to get on with my work, get my exams done and go to university – which I did. I did a music degree at Cambridge, and I’m now a piano teacher. I didn’t want to go out partying, drinking and socialising in the same way that my class mates did. I felt like an alien among them, which I think is similar to how a lot of autistic people feel.

What is being an autistic person in the LGBTQ+ community like for you?

I can’t say I’m really a big part of the community to be honest. I do a few things online. There’s a Facebook group called Diva community that I’m part of. It’s based around Diva magazine, which I read. Diva magazine is the leading European magazine for LGBTQ+ women and non-binary people. It’s been going for quite a while now. They started an online community during the March 2020 lockdown, which now has thousands of members.

The trans community in particular is really interesting. Although we are not transgender ourselves, my wife and I both identify as non-binary (though we are happy using the pronouns ‘she/her’). We find we get on particularly well with transgender people, and those of different genders. I think there is a huge overlap with autistic people and transgender people.

There are also a lot of non-binary autistic people around. I think this is because a lot of us don’t really fit in socially, and this extends to ideas around gender. I find autistic people to be very non-judgemental as well. I’ve never met an autistic person who has said, ‘you can’t be non-binary’ or ‘there shouldn’t be trans people’.

You mentioned that your wife is also autistic. Would you be able to talk a bit about that?

Yes, she only got diagnosed in 2019. She was always the one who suggested that I might be autistic (before my diagnosis). In fact, I think we get on so well because we’re both autistic.

She got her diagnosis privately, whereas mine was done through the NHS, so our experiences of the process were a bit different. We both had positive experiences though, as the people assessing us asked the right questions and treated us well.

Do you think being autistic influences your approach to your marriage?

Yes. We’re very honest with each other. Because we are both autistic, we communicate well together. I think two autistic people can often communicate with each other better than an autistic person and a neurotypical person. People say that autistic people are not good at communicating, but between ourselves we are.

Do you face any challenges, being an autistic person in the LGBTQ+ community?

I do feel excluded from LGBTQ+ spaces at times, because they often revolve around drinking, going out, and staying up all night, which is really not what I want to do. I wish there were quieter spaces for LGBTQ+ people that didn’t involve so much drinking and staying out late into the evening. I think there could be more events in the day – just having coffee or something like that.

I’ve been to a few Pride events, but I really don’t feel comfortable there to be honest. I just find them too noisy and too crowded. My wife and I have actually performed at Sheffield Pride a couple of times. I play piano and she plays bass guitar. We weren’t on the main stage, just in a little tent at the back. I don’t think anyone could hear us, as it was just so loud everywhere else! It was a good experience though.